As all things really do.  Time and actions and existence have come before and are coming after.  And, the same is true for this attempt to live the ideal.  In an undefined way, I have been attempting this all my life, but now I move forward in my life with more awareness of this desire.  If you want to know the why of it, look here.

And, before the judgements start rolling in (too late?) – because, oh, do we love to judge each other – I by no means am claiming to be anything more than human.  In no way do I think I’ve actually made it to the ideal or that I am better than anyone else.  Really, I think I am so average I wonder sometimes if I’m even visible as an individual.  I yell and scream, falter and fail, and royally screw up with the best of the crowd.  Falling short more than being proud.  But, oh, do I know how to pick myself up again and head back into it.  With little perfection, I go for persistence.

“Another day, another chance to get it right” — Ben Harper

So, if interested, join me on my journey of trying to live the ideal every day and every moment of my living…